I had a good weekend. Nej came to town for an interview and afterwards we hung out and then went to the ACC for a leafs game... and the leafs won! Yay! I spent the night at nej's place and then went out for brunch with mm on Sunday. I had a really great time. It was my first weekend since BD and I broke up, and I didn't even think about him all that much... I was too busy having fun with nej and mm! So, I think the distraction was just what I needed.
So, it's been a week now since the break-up. I have gone from being really hurt and not knowing how I will go on to being really mad at BD. I still can't believe he would break up with me by email. After 2.5 months of spending a lot of time together, he owed me the face-to-face. I am also mad that he could tell me I have nothing to worry about and then THE NEXT DAY break up with me. And he told me it was a well thought out decision, so then that means he had been wanting to do it for awhile, which means he was lying to me all those times he said I had nothing to worry about. Men! Why can't I find an honest, sweet, loyal, caring, funny, attractive, Christian guy? I really thought BD was the guy for me. And he was for the first 2 months. I still don't even know what happened. He changed and I don't know why.
Men, can't live with them, can't live without them.
3 comments:
I'm glad you had a good time!
LOL, just one edit to what you said: Men, can't live with 'em, can't reproduce without 'em!
I'll start thinking up cat names... ;o)
jen, you crack me up :)
Christine, Glad you are moving on to the next stage in your greiving (? not sure that is the correct word or not), we're here for you if you need us :)
Anger is totally understandable in this situation... that was a really jerky thing to pull.
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